After so long...

It's been a while since I had my last entry... things have been crazy... downs and downs but now am climbing back up :) after this traumatic event, I love myself more, I love those who stuck by me, and had my back, and I learned that nobody will die without anyone, they just get used to it and get on with life. It's better to throw out the bad apple rather than let it rot and stink your life.

I am starting all over again in almost everywhere... but I have to say this from the bottom of my heart... I am much happier and better than anyone could imagine or think. Many still think I should be upset and depressed. I was before I left a bad situation. But now that I am out and about and loving myself (which is something I have not done for the past 8-9years) more... I am happy and I can say life is good.

I have to thank my loving and caring family, and supportive friends who helped me through. Most importantly I have to thank myself for being strong enough to take a leap of faith and make a change and thank someone who made me realize how unfair I have been to myself.

I tried my best, I failed, I fell, I got up, dusted myself, and went on with my life... Happier in more ways xoxo